WOW

I suck at keeping blogs.

I'm not real sure why. I even have the app on my phone to blog with! LOL Oh well. I'll just start up again! It's only April 4th!

As far as my List goes- I think i've accomplished one or 2 of those things...

#11 Start a savings account....Done. I have enough money in there to cover my National Certification exam in June and almost enough to cover my state licensing! So that's 2 things I wont have to worry about!

#39. Wear earrings every day for 1 month..... done. 


#75. Have my PC fixed.... well I attempted this one. I had it looked at and it turns out the mother board and power supply were both fried. SUCK.  But i got a new laptop instead. Now I can actually get online and have no excuse not to blog. Even though I really had no excuse before. 

now.... # 30- Do a detox/cleanse... I'm actually getting ready to start one tomorrow. I have the 14 day organic total body cleanse by Renew Life.

A friend of mine has done it and she felt great afterward. God knows I need to clean the crap out of my system. I went to the grocery store tonight to purchase a few healthier food items to get me through the rest of the week.  I wont be eating all organic or whole foods because i just cant afford to at this moment. But I will be eating much better choices.... more fruits and veggies and light on the meat portions. it's time to get myself straightened out.

I graduate from school on April 29th and I'm nowhere near where i wanted to be by now. So I'm hoping that by doing this cleanse It will throw me back on the weight loss track. I really want to get myself back there. I was feeling SO good this time last year when i was losing all that weight and looking and feeling great! i've gained back half or more of what I lost. It's so stupid.

It's completely frustrating to be back at this place and feeling like this. I don't know how i can let myself stay so off course.

So here I am, back again and starting AGAIN with weight loss. But oh well.  As long as i don't stop trying, I haven't failed! 

I will post again tomorrow about day 1 of the 14 day cleanse! :)

PS- I have no idea how to get that section off of bold. LOL I've tried everything.... I give up!