Sunday, March 17, 2013

I'm looking down the juicing path...

This is taken from my Tumblr earlier today- As i still have no idea which one to keep posting to...


So I’ve been watching a ton of food and health related documentaries lately that have been really inspiring me. To name a few: “Vegucated”, “Hungry for Change”, and “Fat, Sick, & Nearly Dead”.
All of these are very educational when it comes to the benefits of a clean diet and all of the crap that is in the processed foods that we eat every day.
“Fat, Sick, & Nearly Dead” has me extremely interested in Juicing. In fact, one of my roommates and I are going to embark on the Juicing path. We are going to go halfsies on a Ninja brand Blender/Juicer/food processor that we found at Target for $100 and we are going to start experimenting with different fruits and veggies.
Eventually my goal is to do a 60 day Juicing cleanse. I found a guy online with a blog that follows him on the last year where he started with a 60 juice fast and over the past year has lost 100 lbs. He has lots of helpful hints on getting through it and how he slowly broke his fast. Lots of tips for shopping and recipes as well. His fast is a little different -in that he would do 2 juices a day and a salad for the 3rd meal.. and he would allow himself to snack on fruits and veggies… so its not a straight up Juice Fast. But i like this idea. He also used a BlendTek Blender instead of a Juicer as it used a lot less produce and was a little more affordable.
http://livingontheoutsideaisle.wordpress.com/

I’m also loving the site for Joe Cross:  http://www.rebootwithjoe.com/
It’s a community of Juicers who share progress and Recipes. I have yet to join. But once I start juicing I plan to join. there are TONS of Juice and Smoothie Recipes on here.

Also- I just found this website: http://juicerecipes.com/recipes/
with tons of recipes and the benefits of each individual recipe. I’m getting pretty excited about doing this. I think it will be a fantastic jump start to lose weight and clean out my system. From what I’ve been reading- shortly into the fast you stop craving all the junk because your system is so used to all the healthy goodness you are feeding it.
Since post on March 4th, where I weighed in at 286.0, I have bounced around from 265-nearly 268. Ridiculous. However this past few days I have been doing MUCH better with my food choices and cravings. I think these Documentaries have been brainwashing me! LOL Not that I’m complaining!

Sunday, March 3, 2013

Feeling envious and frustrated with myself.

Unsure which Blog to use- so I'm posting here and Tumblr... both of which need updated profiles badly. LOL

I thought It was time for a real blog entry. I am about to RE-embark on my weight loss journey for the 987435862348723647th time.  I have a LOT of people around me that are succeeding in their own weight loss journeys and they all look amazing! It’s giving me the motivation to get back on the horse. Again.
I wish I knew what power food holds over me. I wake up almost every day with the intent of eating healthier. Not having fast food. Or soda. Or junk. But whenever the time comes, it’s like i go into this zombie state and forget all about the fact that this food I’m about to consume is sending me in the complete OPPOSITE direction that I want to be going in. I completely rationalize why its ok for me to eat this “this time” - EVERY time. I sit down at night here on tumblr and see all the awesome “fitspo” and before and after pics and alllll the awesome motivation and I’m totally pumped. But then…. go to work and by break time I’m starving and “HAVE TO HAVE a Dr. Pepper” and then I have a huge ass soda….and then I get off of work and I’m starving again and we (My roommates and i) go out to eat and I consistently make the worst choices possible. Its stupid.
Tomorrow is Monday, March 4th. I’m going to going grocery shopping after work tomorrow where I will purchase food for every meal and make it so that I can not go out to eat because the food I bought will go bad and there for be a total waste of money. I will even buy myself one of those  packs of mini Dr Pepper cans so that I can start weening myself away from dr pepper. Instead of having a 32 oz fountain DP, I will have the 8 oz can. I will also start counting the oz’s of water I will be consuming and make sure that I get as much in as I can during the day. It’s definitely time to stop being stupid. It’s time to see how amazing being healthy feels.
I will also be restarting my Couch to 5k program because its been over 2 weeks no since i’ve gone out for a run. I LOVE the way running makes me feel. I am going to get thru the 8 weeks! I will also start lifting 2 or 3 days a week.  It’s time. I’m 33 years old. It’s only going to get harder from here. I want to feel good. I want to enjoy shopping for clothes. I want to have an awesome after to my billion before pictures. I want to be able to go home for visits and shock people from my old life with my new look. I want to live to be an old woman who is healthy, without the heart disease, cancers, and diabetes that run crazy through my family.
It’s time.
The Plan: Weigh myself EVERY DAY in March***I know that weighing myself isn’t the best plan. But its MY best plan. It will keep me on track and keep me motivated to stay there.*** To only allow myself to eat out on the weekend -once or twice- NOT EVERY MEAL.  Drink 64 plus ounces of water per day. Eat every meal. NO 32 oz fountain soda (eventually no more soda at all). Snack on fruits and veggies. and BLOG. and Read Blogs and watch Vlogs. KEEP MOTIVATED!

It’s a start. I’ve a long way to go. I will post the official re-starting weight and picture tomorrow.